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I went the whole day just drinking water and chewing two pieces of gum. I was able to skip lunch at school in front of my friends by making the excuse, ” I’m too nervous about auditioning for the musical to eat anything.” The weird part was that not eating was much easier than I thought it would be. I felt so light and strangely more focused than usual on my school work. I think I’m going to do this more often. Yeah, I know its not very healthy, but I feel so good while doing it.
I really like having my senses stimulated - touch, color, music, aroma, and taste are all important to me. Interestingly, while I intentionally seek out new stimulations for my senses, I can also get overstimulated more easily than most people I know. I’ve had to escape crowded, noisy places…
I think the last time I got a real hug was in January.
How sad is that?
I think that’s what I miss the most about Florida. Every day, I would get hugs all the time. People would tell me they loved me. The hugs were real. And they always lasted however long I wanted. Here, hugs don’t even happen, and when they do, they’re half-assed. I don’t understand that.